It's never easy dear, never.
when things are on the rocky roads, and when you're feeling utterly down, sometimes you just don't really wanna talk about it.
though at the very end of the day,
you know talking it out would be the easier way out.

it's never the-youre-not-the-one kind of thing,
it's just the, i-dont-really-wanna-talk kind of thing.
just for the moment.
sometimes, people just aren't really in the right state to say anything, nor in the right frame of mind to mention.
when it's time, they will just tell.
trust me.

you were never gone nor diminished.
i want to believe that time apart doesn't mean things nor feelings have changed my dear.
maybe people change,
but that strand of feelings for each other don't.

i don't know why,
but they just,
don't.

(irrelevance: & she says I smile like him.)