I concluded that it's super tiring to like someone for so long, & especially when it's simply one-sided. But I guess, that's inevitable sometimes in life, if you're as unattractive as I am. heh, I guess I've gotta live with that & move on. Ple tell me & comfort me that I'm not as bad as I think I am, that I simply underestimate myself, but seriously speaking, I don't consider myself good looking nor do I possess the best personality around, & those words of comfort definitely did no ego boosting for me.

Well, I'll just sit back & wait it out. Someday someone who's meant for me will come by my way.