i guess i was wrong about him havin' the desire to change.


anyways, been cooped up at home doing math.
having loads of problems with some questions. irritating.
i should stay current on the latest happenings, i haven't really been reading my newspapers.
the NKF episode created such a big WHOOHAR recently.
utter disappointment. an outcry of humanity.
how can anyone be so selfish/greedy at the expense of those disadvantaged?

havin' no idea what's got into me today,
i realised i kept going on about who's gd/how one should treat others/my sickenin and ever depressing life. am i that depressed and pessimistic? am i that resigned to fate? do i have no faith in life anymore? how am i going to live my life?am i going to work hard?

i think i am. YES. i am. definitely. surprised at my attempt in really sitting down and doing some serious work earlier on since noon. telly no longer attracts me over the weekends. books entice me better. i can't concentrate when i am hungry. and now, i am hungry. so i am not doing much work now. Yes. i am watching minority report (YET AGAIN) as i await for dinner to be served. so i was saying i don't watch telly now...