have i ever thank my friends who had been there, who continued being there for me, or even pretending to be there for me?
i think i haven't. i think i have yet made a proper THANK YOU session to them. i am an ungrateful cynnical bitch who only thinks and dwells on unhappy things. i did not appreciate what i have beside and around me, the people i have are the only comfort that i have in this world, and i love them for being them!

joc-for always being there hearing me whine and bitch about life.
ali-the next most important person in my life in aj. always hearing me curse and swear, and go gahh-gahh over some dude, or even just comforting me when i am in life's dullest moments.
jim-for always threatening me every now and then, and for revealing so much of your that BRIGHT BLUE undies today. uncalled for tho. and all your silly retarded moments. :)
ru-my dearest bestfriend, who i love, and loves being with me, for i am me. this gurl makes me laugh and sometimes helplessly exasperating with her funny antics. i love her.
regishir-always secretly supporting me all the way i know,for always caring for me no matter how distant we are now, no matter how far apart we have become.i know you guys will forever love me.
lilayi-for always being such fun bunch of people, always bringing so much laughter in my life. you guys are my colours, you guys are my sunshine. forever love you guys, the pictures that we have taken are testimonies to our everlasting strong bonds.
bethelisiewjiaxing-being the few closest ones in the cls, knowing all if not most of my stuffs and all my emotional uphills and downhills, not despising me for all that i am and for lovin' me stilll. you guys are beautiful and makes me believe in the magic of our class once more. you guys aren't forgotten.
rena-see? i didn't forget about you dear. an entire slot just for youuu okays. better be thankful. loving this girl for like the longest time since our nonsense in band. zhsb rawked cause of you. you are the rainbow and encouragement in zhsb. i love you loads baby. :)
the rest-some that i have failed to mention, and that doesn't mean that you are forgotten. i appreciate whatever you have said and helped and done for me. past or present. i really cherish every lil' glow of happiness you have brought into my life, even if it was shortlived. even if it wasn't the most inspiring. you made me realise and understand love for all. and for that, i am eternally greatful.

bought a halter frm 37deg today and it was pleasing to my eye. :) I LOVE MY HALTER. :)
and i love ali for today. :)

ohh rite. btw guys, have an announcement to make!!
ANYONE INTERESTED IN GETTING SECOND HAND CDs WHICH ARE STILL IN NOT-BAD CONDITION? THEY ARE POP CDs. QUITE OLD ONES, AND THEY ARE PRICED AT A SMALL SUM OF 5 BUCKS. FEEL FREE TO APPROACH ME. GOT A FRIEND WHO'S SELLING. MY FRIEND IS JIMMY. SO IF YOU KNOW HIM DIRECTLY CAN ASK HIM OKAYS. :)
SONG ARTISTS ARE:
steps, breeze, geri halliwell, aqua (omfg), westlife, backstreet boys,boyzone, darren hayes. etc.

others can try asking. quite cheap i think. all audible. :)