Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

i feel sad.
i feel sad.
i feel sad.

i hate it. i hate to not know.
i hate to be left in the dark, with only shades of grey for me to ponder and hope.
i hate the feeling of jealousy, and envy.
i hate to wonder deep into the night, what exactly is going on.
i have so many burning questions, even though, somehow some what, i do alr know the answer.
i refuse to acknowledge it.

i need you guys. i really need you people now.
so few understand what i am going through now.
so few care.
so few bothered to ask.
how long have i not heard from anyone who genuinely cared?
how long have i been tolerating? how long do i have to continue tolerating?
how long..

who i am inside?