I am not procrastinating.
okay, i am. Doing my econs drqs only within the entire afternoon doesn't make me feel any better. Should have done more.
Could have done more.
All the should haves, could haves and what-nots aren't getting me anywhere seriously.
"Must do more." should be the right attitude.
and in bid to do just that, i will off my com promptly after 7, get my butt down to work after dinner finishing off with my history tutorial and the as-usual-superly-yuckified news articles. the usual 5s. -URGH.
twerpy crappy sister of mine kinda blew the surprise when she didn't keep mummie dearest's pressie before she slept last night, leaving it on the sofa and to find that mummie had hung it on my door this morning. wth?
current wants include a halter to match that skirt i bought and my jeans. well said, and yesterday's shopping with Jocelyn after school was the least bit rewardable. infuriatingly, today joc and li found many nice halters in bugis. Grrr.... should have gone down with the gals and relax since i kinda slacked here and there this afternoon. At the very least i saved some money for the weekend.
After my dad and sister return me my money. -Right.
the smell of great curry wafts into my room from the kitchen's making me furiously hungry. I just wanna dig into dinner.
-hungry hungry hungry hungry..
think that i would want to set some targets for the june ct, but i daren't set too high ones for fear of having to face disappointment. but well, i guess i just gotta work harder and study real loads in the hols. kinda looking forward to the june hols, kinda kinda. even though i have to work doubly hard for my results. there would be more freedom and space i guess. but i think i would be down for many remedial lessons. i guess the bridge for econs, i would be down. MANs.
i feel so "URGHS" at the thought of having to stay back late after school on weekdays cause of poor results. the idea of being monitored, is just disgusting, repulsive. but well, it serves as a big motivation for me to strive and work harder.
i will soar.
my breakthrough will come.
i will fight for it.
i will i will.
okay, i am. Doing my econs drqs only within the entire afternoon doesn't make me feel any better. Should have done more.
Could have done more.
All the should haves, could haves and what-nots aren't getting me anywhere seriously.
"Must do more." should be the right attitude.
and in bid to do just that, i will off my com promptly after 7, get my butt down to work after dinner finishing off with my history tutorial and the as-usual-superly-yuckified news articles. the usual 5s. -URGH.
twerpy crappy sister of mine kinda blew the surprise when she didn't keep mummie dearest's pressie before she slept last night, leaving it on the sofa and to find that mummie had hung it on my door this morning. wth?
current wants include a halter to match that skirt i bought and my jeans. well said, and yesterday's shopping with Jocelyn after school was the least bit rewardable. infuriatingly, today joc and li found many nice halters in bugis. Grrr.... should have gone down with the gals and relax since i kinda slacked here and there this afternoon. At the very least i saved some money for the weekend.
After my dad and sister return me my money. -Right.
the smell of great curry wafts into my room from the kitchen's making me furiously hungry. I just wanna dig into dinner.
-hungry hungry hungry hungry..
think that i would want to set some targets for the june ct, but i daren't set too high ones for fear of having to face disappointment. but well, i guess i just gotta work harder and study real loads in the hols. kinda looking forward to the june hols, kinda kinda. even though i have to work doubly hard for my results. there would be more freedom and space i guess. but i think i would be down for many remedial lessons. i guess the bridge for econs, i would be down. MANs.
i feel so "URGHS" at the thought of having to stay back late after school on weekdays cause of poor results. the idea of being monitored, is just disgusting, repulsive. but well, it serves as a big motivation for me to strive and work harder.
i will soar.
my breakthrough will come.
i will fight for it.
i will i will.
posted by shu at
5/07/2005 04:57:00 PM
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