daddy bought a pack of hokkien noodles from my favourite stall and it smelt heavenly!! I want to indulge myself in that scrumptious looking singaporean-ish favourite food of mine.. arhhh.. but my goal of attaining that flat tummy, that thin waist that would fit me in almost all kinds of clothes.. just simply halts me in chopstick-ing that delicacy. arrhh darn!

-thin waistline thin waistline thin waistline thin waistline thin waistline... ...

i guess, not everything in life would be as smooth sailing as we all hoped and planned it to be. At times, you will feel that you are insignificant, and unimportant, sometimes even redundant among your friends, but i guess , that's normal as well. Loneliness haunts me every now and then. I hate the feel of loneliness. But, to be able to feel loneliness, means that you do cherish your friends, you do love them, you do care about their existence and involvement in your life. Losing one friend may seem to be relatively small - afterall it's only but one friend rights? But i guess that's not the case for me, when a bond between me and another disintegrates and dilutes, it's loneliness that i feel. It's the fear, that perhaps you would lose another pretty soon and everyone else who you cared and loved so deeply would just leave you.
On the flip side, if we live life so pessimistically, wouldn't we be merely torturing ourselves? There are so many wonderful things in life that we have and can have. Many things that didn't seem to be that important to us, can actually be the essential things that light up our lives.


hmm.. superly philosphical today i guess...
to all who feels the same as I do,
Cherish what you have. Love what you have.
and,
Enjoy your life to the fullest. You only live once.