what sort of friend would i be if i don't show and express my exasperation and concern for the both of you?
what sort of best friend would i be?
i can't say what i think,
what i feel, what i care about.
wouldn't that be me, living in deceit and obliviant to everything that i hold good and true, things that mattered to me, things that i cared about, things that i love.
my motive of blogging here, was to show i cared, i was concerned.
my desperation for two of my best friends to be really close, to be really okay. it's not being amiable to one another face to face, but also to be sincere and frank.
basics of friendship cannot be fulfilled if not for trust, sincerity and truthfulness.

i don't know what i can say.
i don't know what more i can say, the things that i should say.
i know that whatever i blogged down will cause some unhappiness. but i must make my point known.
i am sorry that you were upset. i am sorry that i shoudn't have stepped in. it shouldn't be my business to mind. vulgarity coming from someone who hates using them, or simply just hates them. what do you think i would have felt?

i am no one.
i am lonely.
do you know my fears?
i guess not.
i am not here to pick a fight. i am not here to go against anyone.
try to think what i was trying to get across.
all i wanted was peace. is it so hard to do?