screwed most of common tests again.
yes again.
and i am being monitored for econs and maths.
feeling really farked up over studies at times,
it's not as if i didn't study.
but my results don't show.
and that makes me depressed, exasperated.
super hate myself for that.

i re-did my econs tys before the ct.
i studied my notes.
but yet, i failed my mcq.
a pathetic 12/25.
i can't even haf a decent pass.

i practised maths.
i did try.
but i lost a lot of marks to carelessness.
"Be more careful!"
was the only remark on my test script.
GAWD. why am i so careless?

fell in love with Howie Day's Collide.
"Collide"

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide