tired mentally and physically.
this week hasn't been the best of weeks,
and what can i say?
i felt totally hurt by a good friend,
or so i thought.

it makes me think,
are you my good friend,
do you know me?
if you did, would you have said what you said?
it pains me to even think of it and the amount of tears i've shed,
life seemed so meaningless.
am i wrong?
i don't know what to think anymore.
i kinda miss the old times.
how i wish things hadn't changed.
but my dignity and my pride,
i guess is may very well be the pitfall of our friendship.
something that i hold so dear,
can be lost so easily.
it's such an irony.

-even so, there were things that made me smile all day.