i reali hope the sad sad saga wud be over soon.
it's reali heart wrenchin.
recently haf been goin thru the ups and downs of frenship.
i feel neglected by some ple oso.
i was oso hit badly my fugly viruses on my com
and i was down with serious flu 2 nites ago.
[i finished! 1/3 box of tissue within a nite!!]
now im flipping my mind over SL
not dat i mind. it's quite ok.
and i gotta take care of my assignments.
haven been thrifty which means overspending
and i haven got my skirt frm radio active!!

all the bad stuff striking me these days.
wat's happening..

i cant give my bestie the trust and perhaps security.
im so useless.
i cant make ani one feel gd.
ple hu i care are hurt and sad.
im so useless.
and i noe there's nothing i can do to help.
brooding over the matter doesnt help.
but dat's wat im feeling.
ive got loads of disappointment in me.
and others as well.
i cant sleeeeeppp..
i miss the ooollldd times.
it's not onli YOU that im worried abt.
it's the negligence that OTHER ple are givin me.
it's causing me heartache.
big time.

i need a break maybe.
lookin forward to 3104 outin on fridae.